Curvy, I want but fat not..

I have let my self go somehow..
I have been ill whole winter and have not written anything sensible her nor anywhere else.. Just plane lazy girl.

Well I am going to loose weight.. I am. I promise.
I have ordered diet meal plan for my self, and let´s see where I go with it.
I still want to be curvy but, I just want to be healthier size and when someone offers me seat in tube and I realize they might think I am pregnant.. there came my limit. Off you go for diet and stay as long as I feel good about my size and my self.
I would love to loose 25kg which is quite a lot, but.. I would love to be SMALLER.
Lucky me I have quite small frame for my height and when I loose fat, I actually get quite small.. but stay curvy. I don´t have big bottom or wide shoulders I am simply.. fat all over.
In a way it is bad as I can never hide my fat anywhere.. as it is everywhere.. but then again.. it nevers sits just on my tummy or my tights or my bum.. it is harder job to loose it if you just  have everything in one place.. but never mind.. What ever place fat is.. it is now bothering me and I want to get rid of it, and be desirable Beach beauty next summer.. it is March and I counted that if I loose 2kg per week (some times it can go faster and then.. in the end it will be difficult and slower) I can be 20kg lighter in the end of the may!!! It would make me feel so much better about my self that I just HAVE TO DO IT!

I will post you before pictures then when I have some results and I feel good to show some after pictures as well.

This is my target:

Chrystal Renn before she became skinny

Long time no see!

Now when Royal Wedding is over and life has settle in to more calmer mood and I am back in London from Italy, it feels like I need to get inspired by autumn.
My ever favourite M&S has some amazing Autumn stuff.. I wish I wold have loose 1000 Pounds.. LOL I would not have any difficulties on spending them.

I will put together perfect "Clubbing in London" outfit from M&S collections first and then something that is very much "now" on street.

CLUBBING in LONDON


Everyone know how weather in London can be... damp air, partly "natural wawes in your hare = bad hair day.. to avoid that I most of the times just tie my hair to ponytail but this Chanel AW 2011  styli is inspiring.. easy to take from work to club.. add old Brooch or flower and little more dark eyeshadow and there you are!

I am big fan of black when autumn arrives.. in summer I tend to use more color.. and in winter I am most o the times BLACK.. I love this Blouse it is, like told from M&S and prices there are very nice as well.. most of the time quality is not too bad..
This Blouse is nice, since with one price you get this great see through black shirt.. I could wear it with some lace top underneath.. or if coming from work, just take it off and go clubbing wearing only silk top that comes with shirt, it is underneath Blouse!

I found this one yesterday.. while shopping Jeggings.. yeap.. I eventually gave up and bought my pair.. But.. this skirt is to die for. I just had to have it. Black, perfect length not too short and not too long.. perfect for night out, or even smarter occations.. depending what you where as a top.

Heels... you need great heels when going out.. These ones can take you through winter and can be used anywhere.. ( I would not go to underground with these.. too many stairs to run..) They have new Insolia design thatshould be lot more comfortable to go around in high heels.. it is about the time that something like this was inventes.. man has been in mon and women still suffer with high heels..

....ANd little color.. and Tadaaaa!!!! You are ready to hit the dance floors!
This Lovely eyekandy is big enough to look nice on bigger girls too. 

All the clothes above comes up to size 18 some to size 20 and you will find them from M&S Autumn collections. I was fascinated on whole autumn style they had!! I loved them, I want them all! 

Picture Gallery of Kate Middleton style

I just wanted to make a collection of clothes seen on Kate.

Very inspirational, Kate is always doing her make by her self.

Casual style is very relaxed and simple.. and works for Kate, she is so pretty!

If Kate can wear fishnets, so can we..

 

She is always stylish! I love her effortles style.. well she might have little more cash to dash to her wardrobe, but actually style is very simple and chic and easy to copy with couple of key peaces.

She loves long and lean dresses.. we love them too.

 

Most of the time she seem to like her locks free, and up do´s she saves for better occation.. maybe, and what would be really better occation.. If I had locks like her´s I would keep them down as well. 

She loves good olf fashinators, and uses them well. Oh Kate, we are Spring green from envy from all hat´s and head peaces you have.. 

and not talking about that tiara that you refuge to wear at the wedding.

 

She pulls them of so well.. Love it!

 

 

We dont see light blue often on her, but it sem to suit her golden sun kissed skin, and dark hair very well.

Kate is our girl!

We have all admired Kate Middleton´s style.. perfect hair, elegant make up (she does it her self) And those dresses from Issa.. and soon from any designer she wants.. She is really ideal to dress.. tall and thin.
Oh well, we who have little more to "handle" can have a same style as well..

 

This dress is nailing the style, it is from Monsoon, and reasonable priced! 

Monsoon

We shall not forget something... 

Kate loves very natural manicure, and.. the Ring.

For the Manicure you might wanna go for something very natural, I like these best! 

Rimme has also great base coat, and top coat, don´t forget them!

 Girl need to have a little some sparkling on her finger..  I at least want some.

This one from ebay 31 pounds

 Hair.. some people have great thick hair from born.. I have fairly ok hair, but I like it to be little more shiny and I need deeper color.  I have found great salon to cut my hair, but color wise, and by lucky mistake I have found my perfect color, it looks natural and gives great shine.

My hair dresser asked if Ihave my natural color, great compliment.

To style it like Kate, I blowdry my hair with big round brush, and then use hair straightener to curl ends like Kate in her signature polished style.. Ready to rock!! Uups.. ready to go royal.. I might end up wearing this look for wedding day party at our "Royal" Girly parties.

Jennifer Lopez - On The Floor ft. Pitbull

I feel like dancing!!!!!

Swing swing swing party and dancing..

Me and my hubby are finally getting in to dance scene.. we are starting to learn Swing dance. It is so much fun.. we went to particulary aranged party for dancers... surely we did not dance much, since all the others where just so amazing.. and it was great since people wore  original vintage clothes ( I by the way hate when people call some 1980´s junk Vintage.. real Vintage is older.. and totally different thing..)
But.. anyway, It was great, I wore Acid green Laura Ashley Flora skirt, it has very nice full hemline, great for dancing. I bought it already couple of years a go, top I had from Next, I thought it has very nice neckline, and Brooch was vintage peace that I have found from antique shop. And.. shoes I had my lovely light pink nude pumps..

I like my hair pinned up!

Spring fashion.. obsession with new styles since my weight loss.

I am going nut´s with my spring style, I try to keep my head in something, that would work in many ways, also in winter.. and also in hottest days of summer.. I started early at least, and have come up with so many new things that it is starting to be ridiculous..

This Monsoon Tunic I MUST MUST MUST have..

It is dream light silk, but thick enough that it is not see through. 95pounds!

I found an pair of perfect trousers, from my closet, they fit to me first time of my life.. bought them already couple of years a go.. and I  was already worried what would happen if they get too loose for me.. but Asda, my savior.. not very glamorous place to do Lothes shoppings, but what the hick.. take a look at these.. They are not gonna brake your wallet, and they are oh so soft, and just pefect shade. They make my legs look nice! Can wear them also with white top almost like our favourite of "Friends" Miss Jennifer Aniston.

These perfect soft trousers are George by Asda 15 pounds

I finally ended up finding my perfect pair of Ballerina pumps, They come from Jones, I love them so much that I already bought second pair, since I know my self.. When I fall in love with something, I live in them un till they fall a part..
Friend of mine in Finland will get one pair as well. These are nice since: Real leather, sof one.. rubber sole, no extra details, and perfect shade of nude pink. Makes my feet looking tanned even if they are not. Most importan anyway is that front is deep enough to hide my toes complitely, and I can really wak in them without "keeping them on with my toes".

My perfect Summer shoe 49 pounds from Jones

P.S. They sell all of these items online.. shoe is very accurate size, as well as shirt even if it is loose fit.. take your own size, not too small.  It is just Puurrrfect...

Oh and by the way, I am finally going to try fake bake today.